The beginning are always the bitter one

Hello guys it has been such a long time since I left blogging due to my tight schedule.

How are you guys doing?👀 I am hoping that my readers are having a good state of health.👌 So, regarding to this new entry of mine, I will be telling a story of how am I doing these days and some sort of my story being a collegian 😁

First of all, I am not an A grade student in fact I got D 😅 for both Chemistry and Additional Mathematics during SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia) in 2016 (you may laugh, it's okay. I'm allowing you to do that) but I got accepted into Labuan Matriculation College. Guys, it is one of the best matriculation college here in Malaysia. I wasn't expecting it, well I didn't make it during SPM but now here I am.👏

Let's get started!👇

If you haven't experienced anything like how hard your exam results can pin you down to the core of the earth, you better work hard to not experience it. I experienced it and nothing is good with it, I tried to keep my mind in its positive state and it just won't do. I got anxious every time and sometimes I regret myself. I used to be an A grade students but I turned myself into some rebellious shit 😂  I was so depressed that I saw myself a useless daughter and an unreliable sister. I didn't get the offer to Form 6 and my mom keep on asking me "what would you do now? what is your future gonna be? this is karma for you. I put you in a good place but you followed your desire as a teenager and now you are nothing" It saddened me so much but I never lose hope, I keep on telling myself 'you'll be okay, hang in there, matriculation college and UPU have not made an any announcement yet' . Well actually, I don't want to study in Form 6 but since my result is not that good, I was hoping that I got enlisted.

Although it was hard for me, I just keep going on. I went to the driving institute to spend some time waiting for another offer to further my study and in less than 2 months learning how to drive, now I have my license. 

27 April 2017, the date of where I found my long lost soul and my hope (I am exaggerating and I know it) it was the day that I got the offer from LMC/KML (Labuan Matriculation College) 😹

Let's stop right here for now, I'll be posting any time soon about my journey in LMC, bye bye.✌